The below content might not be appropriate so if you are not prepared please noted not to continue reading…You might agree might not its doesn’t matter. Everything is over……….. please don’t be emo about this.
All of a sudden I started to understand things. Understand why I m feeling certain things certain image certain emotions. After days of observation and thinking through I finally knew what it was all about. Perhaps it you in particular don’t feel it ba perhaps you don’t remember or don’t really keep track of it as you are too tired to realize things. Or maybe everything from me have made you too comfortable to the extend you don’t feel it. After that answer, I knew nothing was remembered. Perhaps it’s the entertaining sentence ba perhaps things didn’t meet their deadline. Its alright….it was never mend to be an important date or even an important meeting anyway. That was all how I felt, really…just another sentence that gives away to ppl hey I m not free other time ba. Perhaps I was just another tom, dick or harry that will ask from time to time, hey are you free? Let go for a movie? Not free nvm la its okay ? ….Does any of this sentence reminds anyone of you anything ? I Guess ….just words from your Hi bye friends…. I feel different because I knew things were not the same as compared…that’s all along what is going on I guess….So many ppl will be around for you….why should a me be around. Time to time you meet new ppl I guess I m just the passer by that is going to stop here ba. Your new friends will pull you along. So many times you proved that my presumptions were right. Maybe at times I don’t understand what is going through ba…time have changed ….since the last time chat so much even when we are so not free…..perhaps schools….projects……took out most of your time … your precious time….the time you use to do important things the time you use to think of more important things….Things that you can even give up your sleep from time to time to meet your deadlines. Things that were much much much more important then anything you had…..silly things( in my point) that you have promised yourself , promised so many other ppl. Maybe you cant….you just cant ( as I have always knew )….Maybe you are still trying I don’t know …just saying if you cant then don’t waste your time trying for now cause in the end you just will cry over it again and again….Maybe it’s the so many times I didn’t tell you all this ( my fault on this part ) cant help It. Sometimes really hope can share but the feeling just feel so different from the pass….. I use know things from when it happen might not be the 1st but not the last…..somehow I feel that I m like quite last to know it now a days. Perhaps there isn’t a point in telling me now a days…I need to find it out myself…be it read blog, be it feelings….be it when I see you online or etc etc……..thats also the reason why I say hey you have grown up …..presence of me doesn’t change much……. Maybe I don’t understand you ba….after so long , went through so much I guess nah …still don’t …….. I admit i m a friend thats difficult to understand ….at time I don’t understand myself….so don’t be too bothered if you don’t really understand me up to this point of time……thanks for the so many time being there to smile. The very things that I did (helping ya) …was done at my own will so don’t need to feel bad about anything…….. Its not breaking a promise thats sad…its not even remembering the promise feels more sad……. …………. ……………………………sorry can never change facts.
=An EnD of SoMeThInG=
