Friday, July 25, 2008
Started real work ....my computer is here.....oh oh so many things to learn at work ....perhaps its just so long of not learning things makes it abit hard to pick up but it shouldnt be a problem ....just afraid that i cant keep up with the job as there are too many things to do ....many many services that i need to do n remember ...procedure i have to rem at the tips of my hands ....sometime i wonder should i go into IT line as a job....long term one....its hard to keep up with paste ....i alway though i was suitable to do any work .....Only after a few days of real work i realised i m not actually gd in communitcation ...its a hard to to let ppl understand wat you are trying to say especially when you dont a clear mind to work .....as well as a gd communitcation skill. Haiz still got alot to learn.....:(

Its hard to tell you how much you need to know.....Sometimes you just got to understand able to move out of the comfort zone will make you more mature in thinking things and also to have a better life....thats all along what you really have to know....Being inside your own circle doesnt mean you already have a complete life....its just that you dont dare to move out of it .....thats also sometimes y you think miserable being alone...life cant alway just stuck at the pass....it doesnt help to just stay in the pass...it really doesnt...wanting to stay like this forever is impossible...nth is forever....today might just be the last day you see sun set or will it be the last day you will wake up ...nth is just forever ....noted this point .....just think about it in the end izzit worth it.....to choose the wrong thing.......

*BeYoNd ThE HoPeS Of HoPe*


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