Sunday, June 08, 2008
Can still remember the happenings 2 years ago....was still at paris ris ....now most of my batch ppl ORD ...those june ppl ...really happy ...having the happiness in me i also felt abit empty ....having not directions ...since there were very little choice of things i can do ....job? study ? thats all...I need a job like 1 months time....thinking of how can i meet the objective in 1 months time ....seems so tough .....1 things i learn in this 2 years nth is impossible ...so i m going make it happened.......meanwhile i wann relax ....i wann take my time to rest as much ....cause after this the paste of this phase of life is going to move very fast... i might not catch anyone during this phase of life ...the monotoness life of working....anticipated to see wat is install for me ahead.....i think it would be somethings new an experience long to await.........

Not everything just end with orh or anything will satisfy a person....guess sometimes ppl do feel that they are being agitated at time....have this ppl actually think back why this happens ....perhaps its hard to know y the others agitated you...you done nothing wrong just that your luck is not there...Its hard to say or put it in words either ...you just feel that the whole is busy ....no time for you n demand for more ....you just feel that the whole dont treat you gd enough......people are just keeping distance from you ....even the person closest to you are not sharing things to with you. Just feel like they are storing things inside their brain not tell you a single piece of news....It gets you so irriated that you just cant concentrate anything you do.....Feeling so tired to keep up with everyone's paste.......hard to please the whole world i guess....Somethings are just not ment to be said.....the truth just dont seem to be always right....lies might be the best to keep the situation what it is now .......if now is peace y change the peace into something........More words will just mean more trouble .... =X .

*AlOnE FaCiNg ThE wOrLd.....ALONE*


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