Saturday, July 14, 2007
Today is weird.....i met ben in the morning to take back my things ....then bought lao jie's lunch then go home le......stay aty home da whole day.....dont understand when i developed this kind of feeling ...i dont wan stay at home....either do i wan to go out .....contridicting....dont know wat was really on my mind but then i have headache da whole day so its okay just my whole day....monday gona have alot of things coming up...haiz.....

Troubled by thoughts......troubled by memories......cant realli differential alot of things.....getting to be really grumby about many things....i dont know many people are starting to change.....perhaps i dont know how much me myself changed.....i really wan the last time life back....i cant realli get it back ....how i wish i could change alot of things in life...i hope i can stop time at a certain moment ....seems to be living the pass .....i cant see the future...dont wann hope for future....many things change towards the future.....i dont wan anyone to change...but i m not god i cant decide that....................

*hArD tO pLeASe AlL oF yOu...iS nOt tHaT i dOnT uNdErStAnD ........HaIz. take me away*


|sMaRtIe_SmArTiE| 10:14 AM|

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