Saturday, November 18, 2006
Another boring sunday staying at home dont know what to do....actually most of the time at home is sleeping one i guess perhaps these is our life ba weeks ends.... dont know kinda wonder what we can do...go out also sian stay at home also sian....just simply thinking of going back makes all of us sian....telling myself time is passing fast...its alway the time you stay inside that makes it slow actually....its okay ba i guess....still can tahan :)army life ah army life.....

Do you have the feelings at times you just wann give up....give up on everything .making us fall back from happines, we are just cant take the tiredness and stress level over simple things that many many ppl handled..we just seems useless...in times we just need alot of ppl to cheer us up....we need alot of supports from everyone to move on....Obstacles that are keeping us from being happy obstacles keeps us from moving ahead...sometimes due to simple pride...simple stuborness we cant see what we want ahead we just want things to be simple that desprately....however we just dont have the knowledge to make it simple..Too many things seems to be crashing from the top makes our moral down...push us all the way to the bottom of life....we cant handle, we cry, we teared....because we know we are in trouble....we alway needs someone there...just someone there to listen to ours sorrows...isnt that what we are looking for at time ?

These are the weak side of us....deep inside we know that things isnt right....we just makes ppl feel heyz everything is alright....we are fine....but we know all along nth is on the path......therefore we realli wann end everthing by just leaving the world n all.Just smiply cannot take the pressure of who we are....the one who alway have to please everybody...telling everyone we are happy we okay we are fine we just living too gd a life ....we just have to lie our way throught.....to please ppl... sick of these kinda life so we just wann end it collapse and die......ending all sufferings. ...

Its alway throught theses times we learn how to be strong....what dont kill you make you stronger isnt that alway the word ppl say.....these piece of word or should i say blog is for those who feels bad...those we feel reali down i believe quite a number hehe just wann tell you all be happy okay...we cant alway have things to be perfect....we cant alway expect ppl to be around us cheering us up tellings us what to do...make us so relax..cant alway please the whole world make them happy.Cant alway expect ourselves to work in the comfort zone..Often we love each other thats y we dont want each other to be sad..to be unhappy..to just simply be lost of thoughts..we are just too concern and care too much about each other that we dont dare to speak up.............be yourselves and you will be happy :) or if you guys are happy then ignore my msg hehe :) continue to be happy then :)

lastly lastly happy birthday dawnie....=)

*love you.....all of you*


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