Tuesday, September 12, 2006 hmmm.....its late nite...i would say pass mid nite....most of you should be slping....hmm...i couldnt slp......i have so much to blog out suddenly....just felt way......just a though..... Cant slp cause my heart is pain. heart beat so fast a paste i cant take it....it just keep pumping like i m gona have a heart attack anytime...i know i shouldnt feel this way....looking at the mirror do you know who you are??? i bet not....you just look and feel so diff...like you are a evil monster.....maybe you dont wann it ba but this is you.. deep in your lays a evil self....just stubbon and panorid.....you know that things arent right but you choose go on with that....making things even more not right you just dont see and dont wann see the truth....you say you know you assume....but who confirm? you think you thought...you know nv knew what you know ? how much you know ? if you know .....what you did? if you did are you happy with it ?? maybe its just diff ba.....sometimes i feel evil....evil for things i do....but i try to make things better....at least i tried....do you???..maybe you did but i cant see.......i just wonder sometimes do you feel it.....you know you are in pain....but do you know who is realli in pain ???sometimes you just like to do things your way...just your way......you dont care you dont bother....you just do it your way.......tired & wore off...who is not.???..the world dont onli have you everyone else feels the same so wat makes you different from the rest.?? At times you say sry do you realli mean it??? If you do y are you still making the same mistake....when you say you are disppointed in others..have you ever look at yourself....did you dispoint anyone? People trust you ? do you trust them? if trust them why hid things from them? You say you are hurt....how much have you hurt others ? you say you would onli leave those who hurt you...y are you with those who hurt you and leave those you hurt ?.....No hates.....just felt very down.....
*no implications...just personal comments*
hahahahhahahahhahahahaha............Tan Qi sheng is a big big fool....
