Thursday, September 21, 2006
hmm.......Back to work.....pretty much lot of things to get done since i m away many things change in the branch as well.....hmm.....tired ba...thats all about work....always dont get to slp enough as well......did many things when i was having MC hmm....getting to back certain feel stress ba......

Have been away for sometime.......anyway guys ya i m alright.....so dont keep saying i m mad okay :)......this is about life man.....jiu shi zhe yang de........many things are just too short.....except for that pathetic long life we have.....sometimes life is just too long hahaha......so hard to life....so many thing to follow so many things to control....so hard so y live ? lolx dont understand life....more n more.....sometimes its not the feeling of lost thats scary its the feeling of emptness.....do we actually know we are lost ? haha if we are lost things we do are they right ? no ones knows ....cause no one can answer that question.....sometimes its just the people we love so much hurt us so much ......so y love them???? lolx.....we just too blurred our problems thats are obstructing us.....do you have the feeling sometimes you just wann know abit more of something but situations just dont allow you to....they make you fear...they make you scare.....they make you lost all those confident you have....just that simple simple things....make us lost everything.....confidence.....strenght......happnesss....love......all the gd things thats with us.......perhaps thats just how we react ba......thats y we still feel.....n sometimes it makes us to tired....so sad....so emotional....so uncertain.....so lost.......so weak.....i hate the sense i have i hate sense that brings me to true prediction.....i hate that ablity to see through people........the ablity to knw wat people are thinking wat is going to happen.wats going on...blah blah blah.........i hate that............argh!!!!....sometimes it becomes a burden.....

hmmm.....Just some simple msg to some friends........to some.....play is play ba just dont get off the fire.....cause in the end the person who gets hurt the most is not anyone else....but you......to some.....think about what you want... before you make anything decision ba.....sometimes its better to think 2 times dont move alway too long dont pull distance.....to some....alway happy go lucky....must alway continue to be like that k........to some dont alway cry over people around you......sometimes they dont worth the tear....esp when you cry until your eyes are alway red n no more tears....to some...since things are back learn to bring it closer dont go missing n let ppl worry.......

yap........hope you guys will grow as you meet problems......when you grow older you'll have more thoughs on your mind more responsiblity to your actions......its alway the more matured you are the more you think ...the further you think as well.....this is life.....be it that you wan it or not its like that.....:)


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