Friday, July 28, 2006 Just came home....wat time ? its about 11 45pm..y so late cause i went out after a big war with mami and i just came back....hmm....thought today will be a smooth day coming back can rest and all....guess not reali ba.....quarrel with mami over some matters...=( left home n went down walk walk..haiz...had a quite a hectic week cause my S1 is back ...starting to give some work for us to do....tired..had a swey day today cause have to go with my officer to somewhere count money then haiz cannot finish my own things le then have to quickly change n follow him to some camp........went home abit late ba i guess then just came home wann rest also cannot jie jie asking me about some stuff......args something to do with the labtop.....dont know wats wrong also just canont use the charger n all ........haiz sian n tired.... How come come home also cannot have a good rest.....thought there got bed n all but then dont reali like to slp there ba cause of the hygiene n all......dont know felt so sian one nite that i couldnt realli bring myself to slp woke up a couple of times in the nite.........very tired......just wann rest.....sry mami...so sian to quarrel n all sry for not telling you some stuff and wats wrong just dont wann you to worry n all i know i not a good son....cant help it but to just ask you to abandon me sometimes..though i know sometime i just felt that you dont understand me even knowing me for 20 odd years ....dont know realli very sian today maybe cause of work ba.....or maybe cause of stress at work......i mean the army....i got to plan so many things got to do so many planings on future n all.....saded to move on the next phase.......Dont know wat to tell you mami...maybe i m realli should just leave all of you so you need not worry too much about your silly son here......nites so long...weekends so short........hmmm...hope i can get better days ba n jia you ba......for mami just wann say sry....know you wont see this blog but deep inside i m realli sorry =( *tears in heart*
Where is the moment we needed the most You kick up the leaves and the magic is lost They tell me your blue skies fade to grey They tell me your passion's gone away And I don't need no carrying on You stand in the line just to hit a new low You're faking a smile with the coffee to go You tell me your life's been way off line You're falling to pieces everytime And I don't need no carring on Cause you had a bad day You 're taking one down You sing a sad song just to turn it around You say you don't know You tell me don't lie You work at a smile and you go for a ride You had a bad day The camera don't lie You're are coming back down and you really don't mind You had a bad day You had a bad day Well you need a blue sky holiday The point is that they laugh at what you say And I don't need no carring on You had a bad day You 're taking one down You sing a sad song just to turn it around You say you don't know You tell me don't lie You work at a smile and you go for a ride You had a bad day The camera don't lie You're are coming back down and you really don't mind You had a bad day (Oh.........Holiday) Sometimes the system goes on the blink And the whole thing turns out wrong You might not make it back and you know That you could be well oh that's wrong And I'm not wrong So where is the passion when you need it the most Oh you and I You kick up the leaves and the magic is lost Cause you had a bad day You 're taking one down You sing a sad song just to turn it around You say you don't know You tell me don't lie You work at a smile and you go for a ride You had a bad day You've seen what you like And how does it feel for one more time You had a bad day You had a bad day Had a bad day Had a bad day
