Tuesday, June 06, 2006 Someday didnt blog le busy doing more things...Went to sch today seeing everyone so stress studying for their term test ....guess i felt kinda relax ba..no papers..so ya lo looking at each of them studying so hard made me abit stress as well hmmm...brought my little gifts for everyone ba..Everyone came in the club gave each n everyone of them....hmmm guess i doing that also save me some msg on blog ba guess what ever i wann say i have all written in the small little gift for all of you le..hope you all will like it ba..Was just walking around the whole day giving away this little gifts...then later on went with the rest to eat finish eatting they were playing lo...was listening to mingsheng's MP 3 heard shan hu hai...reminded me of those days where we all have to study term test everyone was in my MP studying n reading throught the notes hehe...brought me back some memories...hmm so later all went to club room n ya studying....taught them some DBSY things ba guess i thought them wat they need to know ba...hmm after that very tired so went home after they all wanted to go n eat...hehe...
On my way home after yuanlong go n putting nana at her place went to take 82 home le....Super super tired today.....guess i m just tired cause this might be just a last time i see all of you le....Counting down its just another like 2 days to NS hmm everything just seems to come to an end le for me....To a new phase of life soon...was on the bus listening to my MP3 heard shan hu hai again .....Dont actually know wat to say ba...guess know that i m going in soon le...Hope all of you can take care of yourself...When eric n justin went in i certainly knew for sure ppl will miss them....everyone waiting for tthem to come back....to just get to see them once once more.....hmm dont know guess at this time i just had the feeling of not much people will miss me ba....silly of me to think that way ba ya dont know y i had this feelings... hmmm might be my last time blogging b4 i go in NS...Actually realli had alot of mix feelings....maybe cause going in le alot more things runinng through my mind ba like.... Am i going to forget all of you??? am i going to forget all the good memories i had with you people???...i realli dont know...i starting to miss every single thing i see every single one i m with...Remembering all the good things and times..I m starting to feel the real departure leaving all of you people not like justin n eric where they actually come out after a week...I dont know reali dont know. Just had so many many things i couldnt bare at this certain moment of time when i m gona leave all of you ppl on your own...Simple words like miss you can make me so weak make me feel like tearing down my pecious tears had so many things thats getting me so emotional suddenly..Maybe cause from the start i hold back too many feelings ba i hold back so many things ba didnt cry at all, now realli had many many of the feelings so sudden..To those alway need to nag one please take care of yourselves..to those who alway share with me must learn how to open up to more ppl...to those i alway help with sch work please start to study hard...to those i alway care, care for yourself more....to those i alway love...i'll alway love :). Hope when i come back i ll still see everyone in their shape everyone doing fine....These are just somethings thats going through...Maybe not all might rememeber me ba.....but i guess i will remember the all of you each n everyone of you.....every single one of your people out there...mIsS YoU....
