Friday, June 30, 2006 hmm.....been quite sometime since enter NS le....life in there still okay ba....many thing have to to do it on your own lo...thats all ba booked in last sunday went back late then have to unpack very fast then go slp le....everyday doing the same old things.....after breakfast report then go office....everyday been inside the office got freee time then go up bunk clean up some stuff....hmmm....at times being in the office reali very sian so slp ...but will always be woke up by the sergents n then we have to go clean up the place.....hmm thats all wat we do actually everyday...have been days and days this kind of life...nth to do everyday being in the office....sian......dont knwo wat do at times feel abit useless and aimless....reali can be very sickening in NS sometimes....yap so everything is still alright inside ba nth much can i do as well........
living in misery everynite just seems like a endless nite couldnt get myself into slp with tears endlessly flowing in my heart bring things up again n again looking up the skys looking down the sea looking at the beach miss everything out there missing things that hurt me missing every single moment of the past life just goes on without aims everyday just seems to pass like years looking forward just everyday to pass just cant move on everywhere i look every song i listern just make me sad n miserable problems just simply mutiply as days go by no matter where i am problems just follow me along just seems like no solution in anything i do life just seems like theres no solutions anymore too tired to think too tired to move too tired to simply do anything just have to carry all this misery with me carry it away from you carry it all with me n leave leave to a place where i ll just be the onli one living with these miseries hoping just to see you happier sry to have known you n brought all this misery sry because of me.................
