Tuesday, May 30, 2006 Hm...today woke up quite early ba counting last nite slp at 5 am so this morning went to paris...didnt realli eat much actually i went back to sch saw no one so went back to club rm again waited for belle cause no one in the rm....After that boon came in went off with him then later wann meet all of them at paris maybe eatting maybe not ba see how things go.....Just nice saw belle on the bus then later went to TM...Reach TM meet then went to buy tickets for the Xmen show later on...Went back to TM join the rest for paris buffet ....had a bad stomach but then still eat with the rest ba...so later on everyone finish then we went for the movie le.....Well not bad ba but wasnt realli well in terms of the 2nd and 1st one....So after the movie we went back home...tired but fun boon sang was entertainting all of us.....Way back sch they were like playing with boon in the room...was fun using the tape to tape boon...then after that they went out to have a talk with eugene....then later the gals wanted to go up to the 6 floor to see ghost....end up coming down n ....sob sob.....hmm....dont play if you dont dare okay.....so after which had dinner n went home.....was on the way home with eugene and boon...hmm had this agreement thingy with eugene(secret).......dont feel guilty or bad....i made that agreement cause i trust you....
hmm no need to feel too bad about things k....Never say sry to me...say sry to yourself.....n btw i nv regret knowing you as a friend so ya dont feel guity or what k :) so after that we stopped at compass point ...me n boon actually walk home together...Didnt know y boon is alway like that crazy n sometimes talking nonsense things but then i get to talk to boon on my way home...believe it or not he made me smile the most today thanks boon....had a realli nice talk with him anyway....After he leave i was all alone...yesh...walking home continuously.What if you were never regard as a friend ? what if someone tell you you are never my friend ?....Sometimes a word or a sentence can make a person feel bad....feel so bad..so bad that it hurts ...tired......but still thanks to everyone who made my day thanks......
Was on my way back home reminded me of my 2 buddies going this week...no long able to share with them things though...felt something when i was walking on....a feeling nv able to be describle..no words can be say for that just feel like you are losing something .Something for 2 friends who are leaving.....
To eric : Hey brother & best buddy....Really thanks for spending your perious times with me in INTSC...From the day everything started until the day where we are leaving each other you had been a nice friends, a nice brother...someone who was there in times of tears in times of happiness...Realli cherish the times we had in INTSC..Knowing you had made my life so enriching...so many things we shared...so many ideas n all had just so many so many gd times together spending the nites chattng spending the nites talking about problems...Seen many things that happened being alway there for me thanks for all this time to spend all the things we had in common sharing....thanks for being by my side as a friend...a brother as someone who nv fails to give up on any of your friends....Thanks for the many many times in company...thanks...Just couldnt say how much the thankfulness is there but ya thank you so much so much *bIg HuG*
To Justin : Yoz...since the day you came back from China....Many things changed...thought they changed you were alway there for each n everyone of us...Thanks for being so nice in times just there for everyone...for me for the rest...Thanks for being there to pei mi alway in the club room staying overnites spending our times there...Shared so much recently...Realli got us closer n closer...had many time lines of things we shared together...At the paris buffet..the both of us...Reali thanks so much for alway spending this wonderful times with you...Though we didnt reali spend alot of time in the 3 years in sch together but definately we share n went through things that were worth more than 3 years....Thanks for concerns....thanks for watever things you told me today know you wasnt realli happy about certain things...but promise will not be broke this time.....trust me :) thanks for that few weeks of company....Reali felt like we knew each other for years........thanks *WaRm HuG*
Didnt realli write much cause didnt want anyone to cry or get sad after reading this blog...Thanks for these wonderful people who brighten up my days....thanks for those care n concern you guys gave me thank you so much for all this .....for everything. you all going in le....Realli abit se bu de .....hopefully we meet up when i can come out k....Its a must..... XiN ToNg -TeArEd HeArT-