Saturday, May 13, 2006
hmm woke up not very earlier ba i guess....thought slp for sometimes le cause yesterday was like pretty tired....so ya didnt realil blog much or should i say didnt know wat to blog abt yesterday.....reali pretty tired about the day....raining n all haha....guess early in the morning was talking to jocelyn haha aiyo.....make us sound so like........going jail....NS la not jail la lolx hmm.....everyone's feeling are just so heavy now.....everyone just start thinking about the missing part.....

hmmm new phase of life have to carry on...Dont miss them when they are gone cherish them when you still have them.....Sometime you just miss them only when you know you dont have them by your side anymore......humans sometimes nv know they need all this....maybe they know.....is hard feeling to miss people....thinking about what they doing what they are thinking do they miss you do they feel for you will they be there for you ....all this just run through your mind when you miss them all this make you feel so lonely...be aware of those around you ba...they will make you feel better all the time isnt it.....Posting sad post makes everyone emotional even those who are posting... why...cause we just tend to think back about things....things that we can we can nv change ....things that we can never recover from....things that we hope we will cherish more.....sadly things have to leave one day...you all will meet new people...things will change....many things many things will happen in the future things that you nv expect....things you just can't control....one thing nv change....the momeries in your heart....

I guess i just dont realli wann flash back n put things on the pass ba....not that i dont remember a single things just that maybe time have to make all of us move on....ahead...we are leaving soon....very soon time dont permit anyone of us to stay...we just have to move on..new things are ahead of us to learn ...as well as all of you friends out there.....reading some friend's blog make me as well down....down day erm....certain not very bad...hmm tired...thats all. Moving on soon NS ba keep everything aside :(

Suddenly i cant bare to leave everyone........realli....chatting with ppl online i teared.........i smile......i told myself i nv teared.......just couldnt control....feelings just all came back.......dont wann blog le.....

-teared-


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