Thursday, May 11, 2006 haha hosh...just came back from sch hahah about 1 + le bath finish just also wah seh....tired day man.....haha but erm....guess its quite fun also la erm....thought abit sian cause aiyo nv slp alot then stupid event so sian one dont know wat to do de...ZZZzzZZZZzz..whole day was like walking around la accompanying ppl eat hahah then like my duty is to look after canteen hahah wah liao eh hahah.....tired...everything ended in the evening ba had some debrief as usual..erm...had some stupid games ....guess number lolx everyone eat until like cannot make it haha....all wann puke le haha...aiyo but okay la i nv realli eat lo cause dont like the food haha....but then play along la caues wann help them finish everything :) then after that we had some fun in eatting ....some eat until vomit ah wah kao cannot make it :)...so after that we actually go off...back club.was talking to stacy ba if i m not wrong 1st time see eguene so serious talking to someone lolx....so went over to take alook lo.....so ya then awhile later got to know wat happened ba so ya was talking to stacy la then after that she found better le :) i made her feel better le hehe happie :) hmm knowing her problems make me feel like a big bother talking to her :) hope you will understanding things okay stacy :)....after all we went back club room...haha was chating awhile on the phone la then later go back club room wah they all playing with a stupid blower hahah for the push ball event one ahhah...wah seh you all ah still take that n style hair haha kao ....then after that we went back home...hahah tiring heheh....some feelings to blog about :)
Sharing with a few friends lately about things ba....hehe get to understanding so many ppl get to know bits n pieces of so many poeple wasnt realli able to help them ba cause somethings also cant be helped la.....erm...complicated lo just listening and sharing (giving abit of ideas hopefully its gd :D) :) i guess knowing it sharing sometimes make he/she feels better ba...everyone has his/her problems they nv realli share until when someday you just sit down haha n start asking you will know a lot of things maybe i kapo ba just like to share things with ppl understand more n more ppl :) this few days make me understand more ppl make me understand more things each day by each day...cause i get to know more ppl problems ....each day getting smarter about things...hmm everyone think things on a very surface of the problem...pppl nv realli understand it well from wat i know..maybe its just hard to get things acoss ppl ba...some ppl just shut their hearts n ya they just dont trust anyone except themself....hmm maybe to them people are all not trustable ba..lolx dont know some ppl are just like that....everyone thinks they understand things they are mature enough to understand everything haha this also applies to me i thought that way as well...hmm i was wrong about things...there are things that i also dont know i also dont understand...that i have to learn to understand as well.....if you think you understand everything then i can say you are totally totally wrong!!!
Humans make mistakes....we are not god there bound to be things we do wrong....so wrong that we ourself dont know....A small things to share about....one day this small little gal was on her way home she felt that someone was following her at the back so she walk even faster. As she walk n walk she can see that someone is realli following her at the back so she start to walk even faster. She just keep moving faster and faster to a extend that she was so afraid she started running ...this uncle behind her was like running after her as well lolx....to her supprise the unknown uncle drop dead on the floor...she was shock so she went there to see if the uncle was alright she thought the uncle was chasing her...then she saw a wallet the uncle holding on his hand....then on then she realised that the uncle wanted to return her her wallet....ZZZzzzZZ after hearing this sounds stupid right...just a stupid misunderstand cause the uncle death cause of his heart attack.......so in life there just some misunderstand in ppl...Never assume on things its just making an ASS out of U and ME...heheh see how much can understanding someone helps in situation :)....
Haha thought of so many things when i was on the way home whent i m tired....lols weird right...tired can think so much haha no la just some conclusion after sharing with friends...You nv know how everyone is feeling if you dont share or bother to share...Why ppl just like to keep so much things to themself ? lol dont known they just feel the need for this discounts ba lol....which eventually makes themself feels more problematic cause they start to lose friends around.....i just love to share things with people this is my charac....i also take the initiative to let other know me n share with me....:) this is me..thought i also have my own problems.....that dont change anything in me....i m still that caring me.....i m still that someone who will listen to friends....a person who never fails to care for everyone i wont let my problems change me.....i m who i m i dont change....the onli thing that i change was i tend to understand more things in life :) which i m happy about the change :) i love to care for poeple...just wann hoping that everyone is happie...knowing that its impossible cause everyone has their own problems....felt that true friends have nth to keep....a little friend let me understand alot of things.....knowing her about 2 year + she realli let me know n understand alot of things alway there for me...a very stuborn little gal but nv fails to care someone who alway listens to me n take my advise but alway with her principle :) things can change but principle shouldnt change cause it defeats the purpose of your charac :) she let me realised all this.Thought at time we disagree with things...but we are still able to recover and become nice friends..cause we bother to open up to each other as friends...
I guess in life you dont get to have so many of this friends ba but its not important....the most important is when you are down they are there :)...Tired...tired that life has to move on....thinking back at the pass i also wann change alot of things which is totally impossible as well....so so i prefer to look forward n see wat i can do in the future rather then thinking about the pass which i cannot change anythings...Unpredictable and unexpected things will still keep happening in front....will i stop?...nope just have to contiune move on in life ba there might be better ahead or better things might be waiting for you to come......hope everyone out there just be happy ba anything share share k...hmm know poeple out there wont be happy but haha this is life lo have to keep thinking de hahah....one day if you dont think it will be the day that you slp in the coffin hahahahaha...........hmm dont change yourself to run away from things...change yourself cause you have to understand things :) sometimes those changes just hurt the people you care and care for you....just a blog for everyone... :)
