Wednesday, May 24, 2006 hmm today woke up super early cause got to go hospital to check out on some stuff with my knees didnt realli slp well cause slp very late last nite so ya still manage to pull myself up...Went out super early with papa today was on the cab slping until we reach the place everythings remains the same as it was 3 years ago...waited very long for the doctor to see me.....so tired....:( but this cute father of mine entertained me for the whole morning lolx thanks you papa pei wo one whole day at the hospital...so tired can waited very long for alot of things then doc say my knee might need to do some physiotherapy thingy aiyo so many things.....then waited realli long then after that went home......wheather so hot so tired...so slp in the car until papa sent me home...Reach home ah pa buy me wantan noodles dont know leh dont feel like eating but then papa keep nagging then aiya bo bian so eat le hmm after that papa leave home....Me all alone :( so sian dont like.....nvm suddenly came the kick to drink so took out the bottle of barcadi....didnt drink much la ( erm....wat i think) then felt abit tired liao so went to slp....dont know leh slept awhile headache arh.....sian super ache.. until woke up.....was finding penadol.....erm....almost took it but lucky remember that i drink then cannot take @#$#$@%^ args so took a bath lo....abit better la after that maybe cause wheather no gd ba in the afternoon so hot......dont know didnt felt right today ba....not feeling good also wann be alone but feel so...............hmm...dont know today felt sad realli sad dont know y also......broke alot of promises made to myself.......Didn't cry la but other promises.....dont knwo how come felt so sad today.....reali sian.....sry to myself.............promise to be happy everyday but haiz....sian....
