Saturday, March 25, 2006
Juz back from my captain's ball hmmm dont know today kinda have to wake up quite early ba have to go sister church for captain's ball..... so tired didnt reali played alot as well as play very badly also cause dont have the mood to play slp not enought cannot do anything.....reali pretty tired to do things also ba kinda juz feel like resting n slp........dont know reali tired day today...was going to lunch with my sister's friends then later go home liao...realli pretty sian today so ya went home after that dont wann join them with some workshop.....dont know juz feeling kinda weird ba last nite suddenly thinks that everyone is busy with their own things sometimes i juz think i m too free n nth much to do at home......everyone is meeting the ppl they have to going for outtings they have to busy with work when they have to but i m like so free doing nth...maybe i juz got to get busy with things n ya get on with life.....ya for you i know you need to work or should i say it normal for you to work n enjoy yourself at work ba....sometime i know you dont realli have the time to meet me..even my friends n sister friends also ask the same old thing ....."eh nv go out with your gf ah ?" i juz simply said nope she got to work.....everyone asking all the time....i know you dont have time for me at times cause have other commitments to complete...sometimes i juz find that we are not like other couple we spend realli the least time together.....hmmmm dear its alright :) i know sometimes you feel realli super guity about it but then i m alright reali.....i juz wann see you happy n enjoying your time at work. i know you wann like other couple spend all your time with me ...i know you alway make the effort to pei wo i know you sometimes dont even have the time for your own family....i know everything you trying to do i know you realli love me i know you have to many things to think about b4 doing it lots of decision to make as well...i tell you. I' ll be there to listern to you go ahead make those decisions, i m there to take the consequences with you i ll be there when you are tired, weak n sad.....i know you are tired....no worries i m more then prepared to support you....hold you hug you carry you :) remember wat i said to you my dear.....i ll hold your hands n nv let you fall at anytime :) i juz wann let you know i realli love you u.....hold on to me let me alway push you at the back ok? move you ..............dont say sorry, sorry juz hurts my heart dont say you feel bad cause it makes me feel worst ...tell me you love me cause i 'll love you more tell me you need me cause i need you more then anything.....wO Ai Ni :)

-you will never walk alone-


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