Monday, January 09, 2006 hmm today wake up super early ......thought yesterday didnt slp well cause of the stupid journal........Came to sch early to print my things hmm......juz on da way to sch ......many thoughts......hmm dont know cause mama was naggin about something ....ZZZzzzZZZZz couldnt be bothered much cause slp very late last nite headache also sian.......reached sch wanted to print journal then haiz problem with the sch network dont know wat to say .......wah piang went round the sch juz to get something printed wtf hate it when you juz have to go around doing something ........then later go CMSK cause the stupid net work is juz not up then later lucky got david and edmund to help me with things ........then later after CMSK got out eat with ele they all then like 1 hr like that come back liao come back wait awhile go apel liao omg have to do so many things apel reflection also need to do then CMSK also need to all nv do ZZZZzzzZZZ dont know leh today time was rather faster awhile nt long then like 4++ liao then wait at concos with aishing and dan..........then later go directors cup.......today raining then didnt know got directors cup.......hehehe get to play abit then not bad ba today refree thought not a very gd one at least i tried my very best to be one ......alway trying my best ba i guess......after one match went off liao go chalet le hmm dont know find the chalet small n quiet thought its small n quiet was quite fun got to eat n drink ......hehehe didnt kinda drink too much cause didnt slp well..........welll or i think i mix pretty strong ba so didnt drink much ya .........hehe dont know i think i drunk about 2-3 cups lke that then abit blur liao ......hehehe slpy ......then later wait until felna they all go liao hmm have to help her stay cause she not staying haha weird right. then need to do something to return key tml morning then we stay at the chalet lolx watch abit of animation then later go n slp liao all etc me n dav ......i 1/2 slp then he play my labby (supprising got wirelesss) then later go slp liao then my turn to blog somethings lo ....hmmmm today pretty much tired ba ....dont know many thought juz went throught me at the very moment.... perhaps wat i do i juz wan friends to be happy to all my friends.....hmmm though i know sometimes i cant satisfy everyone i alway try my best ......actually i kinda sad ...but then no choice i alway have to try to be happy to make everyone around happie ......haiz y ........y must someone alway try so hard to make ppl around happie and in the end they juz get to think so much about all the things they have to do n see the sad part of life............Sometimes i juz cant be bothered about ppl around me but can things go on .....i guess i have to juz walk on ......dont know i hope ppl know y i do all this for ........i juz dont wan friends to think that i m xiao qi or wat ...perhaps sometimes ya i m selfish i juz wann to keep things from friends juz wann be the one thinking sry to all ........maybe cause i m alway doing the thinking ba.....i juz hope you all will be happie.....with wat is going on i cant please everyone but i alway hope to see you all happie ......last i juz wan everyone to be doing well in things ......i m alway sad to see friends in trouble n problems ....juz wan make everyone happie also so hard .......hmm dont wann think for the moment le .....hope everyone can be happie ba juz wan disppear for now in my own world ........i hope............so ya friends all be happie okay.....i alway do things cause i wan you all to be happie .....perhap you all can understand y i do certain things .best wishes to everyone .........tAkE cArE
