Thursday, October 27, 2005
hmmm today after meeting we went bball then after that we actually went to sun plaze if i m not wrongmeet sele then later go play pool le haha i m so lousy in pool lolx nv was gd haha...after that we wentarchard if i nv spell wrongly de hua haha dont know dont realli play archard ba so walk around basically yea then after that go eat le eat finish go shopping abit then all went home le...after hearing shunxi msg we actually plan to go prata so okay lo go prata supper kao rain like dont know wat then whole body wet ...sian go there drink then listern our gd brother nelson say abt his interesting trip at london lolx wohohoso many things change in him(nelson) the perception of things lolx many things ba maybe something gd some bad hehe many things was 1st experince seems juz so fun hee so diff from my SIP lolx diff life ba haha...so after sharing went home le walk all my way home hehee thought of the many things that happend around since maybe the day i start my SIP ba ....so many things nelson left etc.etc....started to talk to myself on the way home lolx abit crazy haha but then hmm dont know juz so many things.....maybe thatsthe things y i dont realli like walking alone home ba......i dont know ....i juz find kinda weird todayperhaps the idea to walk alone wasnt gd ba perhaps it juz give me a clear idea n view of where i m standingon the top of a very huge tall cliff with no result haha.....silly realli silly juz feel like finding ahole actually but then i dont find a need later on cause ...hmm i m not in any postion to do anythinghaha maybe its juz facts ba....Many things no need to be said....many things need not be done....causethe answer is realli clear in front... you cant do anything to it......haha perhaps nth can be done ba realli nth i can say no more i can do no more.......All the time worrying has brought me nth brought me pain...i could finally understand y i had friends who never feel gd onli feeling better thats allcause somethings hurt them too much that they realli cant feel any happiness...realli dont know maybe i m too sensitive ba ..i might seems to think alot but actually i dont understand a single thing at all i guess....Dont know realli dont know dont realli wann blog anymore le.....i mean at the moment ....feeling so tired .....so damm freaking tired hope i can slp n nv wake up ..maybe i ll change my thinking tml ba.... who knows juz tired today...
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