Friday, October 07, 2005
somestimes i juz wann simple life ....hmmmm haiz ....i also dont know y i m saying haiz ... juz wann haiz lo nth ba i m alright ........i tried my best to be a gd son, a gd brother , a gd friend and a gd supporter ........i juz dont know wat i m thinking at the moment .....so tired so so tired but i can really slp ........i have totally no idea n i dont think you guys know how tired i m ..........i realli tried to be nice le nice all the time ..... sometimes i juz think i m doing things thats wasting my time i dont know juz have the feeling like i m alway wasting my time in life doing nth. Perhaps this is life ba......you dont get anything after all ............sometimes i m juz pushing myself to be tired so that i can realli rest but i havent got to my limits....hmm dont know should i blog this blog anot but i juz wann say out some of my feelings ...today in bus on the way home i was juz thinking abt all this ....y must i alway be there for the hse....for mami ....for dadi .......i realli wish to have a long time fever so tat ill slp until i juz cant wake up ...................hmm drinking might not be the best but i know it can bring me to slp ...........hmmmm somethings i juz dont wan you to know ....juz like somethings i wont ask too much from you also.....dont wann you to know cause i dont wann you to worry .....im alway there dont worry alway be there ....no matter how tired i m ..................

~pEnDiNg FoR LoVe~
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