Wednesday, October 12, 2005
haiz i m so helplesss.....i m so tired.... i tried so hard .......i see you sad .......thats all i can do ........you suck qisheng you suck ........i m juz saying how i feel at nite ........i wake up in the morning Getting my stupid red eye abit swollen, red n quiet pain .....fuck.....life sucks i m juz trying to make life interesting n happy.......A frien once told me to make a person happy firstly you have to make yourself happy ...i tried very hard to be happy ....hmph juz abit lost .......sometimes i juz dont know y you are doing things you dont like maybe you are juz kind hearted ba or maybe you strong headed.....tired loew la you are ....i can never be tired if i m tired ?who can you hang on ....ppl who dont understand you ? A show made me remember something .....god created many things in life when too many things are create problems came to be unsolved .....finally he create something something called hope which started to clean up all problems and made everything possible.....i guess i m hope ba juz gotta hang it there lo..........Dont worry about problems ...no matter how big the problem is there i m alway your hope of life..... :) no matter how tired i m i ll alway talk to you make you happy be myself be the pillar who will always support you till the end very end .....hmm.....sometimes you are juz jui ying xing ruan de nui ren....trust me k ....share with me hao ma?.......anything .........Yesterday i had a dream i was slping very well during that dont know how many hrs cause you were beside my arms quietly happying resting...........i juz wan you to know i m there for you thats all. The person you will always look for when you are down .....the person you will look for when you are happy .....when you wann release all your emotions i m there ...alway......take care cheer up k thats the enegry to keep me going .........

~pEnDiNg FoR LoVe~
aLwAyS wItH yOu WalKiNg ThE longest rOuTe Of LifE =">


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