Tuesday, October 04, 2005
hmm came back from melodiie's chalet hmm tired thats all i know....juz came out from a long bath roughtly abt 30 mins ba .....dont know dont realli feel like slping hmm blog finish then go slp ba.....yesterday after work then go chalet rushing rushing n rushing on the bus drink some stuff then later bought something for melodiie then go chalet loew lo hmm.... nt bad la i dont actually rem everything ba but try to write out all i know n rem ba ...reach melodiie chalet see so many ppl desmond la that cool guy la ,carel , ah mei n someone i know yesterday which is sefini haha dontknow how to spell your name paiseh ah then later eat lo n babicu heeeheee hmm then everyone also eat n play lo heehee still got wat aiyo everyone grap my PSP hahah everyone also wann play hehee gd lo let you all play lo aiya....hmm then later peleanor came lolx aiyo gd lo 1st thing come PSP ......lolz okay la see you play until like that cannot break my record de la lolx then later send her back to her haloha chalet then walk back to continue peng .......then dont know how we manage to make friends with those so call "gangster" next door cause they all whole body also got teitooo haha nice ppl la ofter drinks lols martell blue i think somethign like that la very ex one bottle hmm then later juz drink lo 5 chalet cups 2 mix 3 pure thought that was vert little but actually its like freaking lots hmm drink all up then ah mei started to vomit thats when we stop drinking aiyo drink too much le she like very blur loew heehee then mi also hmm 1st time broke my record loew ......i wasnt realli drunk la actually i was more of sobber. i know wat i was talking wat i was doing everything juz that my mind like blur blur numb numb loew hehe kicked the wire gozze for cooking one then injure my toe lolx okay la bleed a bit onli ...also say sobber loew ma so not very pain la juz like ant bite hehee.......didnt realli slp cause whole nite my gastric pain ....bloated with water n martell cause i was like drink alot of things at the moment......water .....coke .......martell ........liike everything also mix then when to take photo with those friends n then they started dancing we went back to our own rm cause most of us quite blur loew la so ya.......me n ah mei was like super tired n blur loew i onli know i went up the stairs then i cannot realli take it then juz lay on the bed .....couldnt realli slp cause gastric so tried to slp lo hmm....guess this time realli took too much off limits le ba + the last nite i onli slp 4 hrs .......after the gastric pain went off i started to slp le nt bad ba after that.....then later woke up in the morning 6 see them play game then later wake up at 8 ++ ....me ,jinhui and ah mei all up loew by that time then later juz pack up the things lo hmm....head n stomach wasnt realli feeling very gd da whole day......had a bit of stomachache so went toliet quite a number of times .....hmmm feeling abit numb now a bit nua ........actually quite tired ba .......(to you)rem to enjoy yourself there ba thanks for alway listerning to me sry to make you worry .....i m alright like wat you tell me i m okay ....abit tired .....thats all. See ya trying sooo hard sometimes i juz wannn tell you jia you ba thats all i can say at this moment of time cause i m also tired n i dont wan you to tired yourself up becos of mi or maybe other things juz cant realli bare to see you see trying so hard also :(......tired to thinking well ......knowing that you have alot of friends to care alot of ppl to help....... alot of things in mind thats not solve so need to wry mi ......hope i m nt one of the things you're worrying. abt .....drinking didnt solve any problem it juz make me slp without thinking i guess......at some moment of the time i realli dont know wat to tell you realli ...maybe i m juz that somebody nobody needs to care too much ba.....so tired so tired .....missing someone realli wann see that somebodiii ...................:/ shall stop here le going to slp le (thought head n stomach abit weird weird) have to try to rest ......:/

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