Wednesday, September 21, 2005
hmm i alway wonder y love someone who juz dont appreicate you man...tired then juz give up or should i say i ll be with you if you are going to continue waiting ba i cant say anything but juz being with you hoping that you will be much better smiling..... its so tiring sometimes to see the ones you love gets hurt juz because of some guys that are not appreciative.....so tired to see all of you ppl so sad......hmm y must things turn out this way...... hmmmm...i juz hope that you will be happy with me around realli how come things juz dont seems to be right.....i also feel like crying when i see you ppl gets hurt esp you ....oh dear i m so emotional sometimes i think i juz need to sort out my feelings ba maybe sometimes its juz hard to let you know how much you ppl mean to me esp you .....hmm i juz seems so helpless at times i cant be there to give you the hugs give you everything you will need oh man .....i m so useless can onli get you throught the phone i know that you are not alright but wat can i do ....nth simply nth ....hmmm maybe you juz need alot more times to rest yourself ba....i onli can say wei le yi ge bu ai ni de ren zhi de ma ??? maybe you juz need more time ba i told you i ll give you all the time you need to consider maybe you should think throught if i m someone you can rely on i m more than willing to be the pillar supporting you all the time thats all i have to say ..... cant realli give you any solid promise gal juz wann you to be happy thats all.........maybe its juz too hard to love you as somebody maybe i should also let you go...might make you a happier person ........hmm i realli dont know actually .....juz dont stress so much okay plsssss realli pls *big hugz*

alway with you thats all i can say jia you wor


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