Sunday, July 03, 2005
hmmm as usual came to work today same usual time.. everything juz same to be the same for me still wake up at the time going to work at that time lolx...everything juz like that lor..... yesterday went out with my dear jiejie then went to suspend my line n etc everthing was done quickly..... hmm Had not much mood actually to do anything with the company of my jiejie we went around to shop (compass point)...wow ah jie spend alot sia heehee working life ppl like that de ba i guess.....after that we had dinner outside at BK then went back home thinking of buying something for mami hehee mami birthday.......After that went home eat cake then do some scaning of computer then went to slp ZZZzZZZZzzZZZz heheee b4 my mind had lots n lots of thoughts many things came to my mind as many things happened wks after wks since i enter working life (attachment) many things also change during that period of time friends, things, situations....blah blah blah many many things juz simply too many things change until i didnt even keep track of time.....time flies since the day i start attachement hehe so many things happened dont know izzit my luck or someone up there doest see things...or maybe its planed by wat some ppl say.....i juz dont know wat i want to do this time....so aimlesss now so tired......feeling life so lousy but wat cant i do .....NOTHING juz staring at the computer every for several hrs .Morning until afternoon until even when the time i leave the office.....ZZZzZZzZ you ask me wat i knnow wat i learn me myself cannot really tell you an answer ............juz seems that i m juz so tired everyday so shagged so blur so weak.....where are those ppl who should be there ...no one simply no one .... things made me so moody that i juz cant be bothered with anyone ,anything now .......sitting on the bus today i didnt slp believe it or not through out the whole bus trip i juz simply kept myself awaka...i have no ideal y i m so awake juz thoughts running wild on my mind keep going on n on..........i simply couldnt stop myself from thinking.............no one cherish me as friends as a buddy as a wonderful nice guy........or maybe i juz that bad or that lousy these are juz simply things thats running on my mind everyday every single hr every single mins or sec of my life now a days.....no one cares no one bother no one give a damm so y should i give a damm .........maybe i m juz a NOBODY really saded....>.< juz hoping for that somebody to save me .......bring me back to life.......there are juz simply too many things to write but i juz couldnt think of wat i wann add more maybe there are juz too many things until i dont know wat i wann really type

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