Friday, June 10, 2005
…wat can I say I don't know wat to say today the only think I know I m like a bloated balloon yesterday going home to meet someone……and guess wat someone burst it….. and blow up the balloon……. Wat more I need to say its not your fault its all with me… it has nth to do with you…….sometimes when people say they are use to it mean they are very fed up about things…. So guess I m just too Fuck up with things until I really don't feel like thinking so much maybe I m just too petty but then if you are me…… I think you'll be crazy by this time……….(number of event trigger this shit….) guess I m just starting to feel empty I guess……empty feeling which will just leave me without any feeling everyday going to work come back home and sleep…no more dreams in life no more things that keep me thinking too much…. Just wann leave life alone…no more people around my life maybe its just time I leave the world(some group of friends) and have some time for myself….. know some friends that do care (thank you). For friends who are reading this blog guess you are just wondering wats wrong with this guy ? I m fine……..or should I say I m okay……I just don't know wat to say….like what I say in life not everything goes the way you wann it to be sometimes too many things go upside down you just feel like killing yourself that is something I wan to say….guess life juz have some ups and downs…………n this is one of the worst period of my life….i gUeSs………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………


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