Sunday, May 01, 2005
woke up really late this morning had a nice slp actually though some thoughts still lays in my head but then everything juz when off so smoothly this morning maybe its juz a sense of relieve ba..... Its really not very nice to be very zhi zhou about something it makes you very tired and moody at times and i think that is something im learning and doing it quite well now a days ever since i move hse things seems to be easy to drop esp feelings i guess maybe moving hse had made me realised even something you have for over 20 years can leave ya wat more talking about something thats juz like 1 or 2 years or maybe a few months feelings. juz starting to realised somethings in life ba sometimes life is juz hectic having to need to handle so many things. And there are so many things you juz dont know y it end up like that really maybe sometimes life is juz cruel ba cruel to those how are hm....... nvm juz dont see the need to complain and say about things....anyway nth in the world in fair ba i guess...... maybe juz dont feel right sometimes lo~~~~ and something i wann add on life is contridicting it really is damm it and F*** it ..........tired le dont wann think so much juz wann rest and carry on with life sometimes y so zhi zhou about somethings like wat i say earlier on ;) life has much more to explore for me ........ :)


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