Monday, April 25, 2005
HmM its been some days since i last upddate my blog ba i guess went out with my bunch of crazy brother to movie (wet dreams) not a too bad movie lolz quite funny eveyone of us were entertained a number of 12 of us went to the movie lolx mad right... one whole roll of us man lolz then after the movie we went to geyland to eat lolz shunxi ask wann go one lolx dont know y also nvm la then we go lo went there so many things to eat man .... the tao hui so nice lolz then later went home after that dinner loew le wor... nth much la actually juz the natural classmates lo went out for some fun lo watching movie togther then have dinner together also its been a long time since we are togther in a big group like this man 12 guys lolz walking on geyland streets lolz ...... after that all went home quite enjoyable la i think so long never go out togther like this alrdy man so busy lately with moving hse .....today woke up so many thoughts run through my mind man ~~~ its been quiet sometime since i leave secondary sch .. 3 years about there so many things happened within this 3 years so many many ppl i met in this 3 years funny ppl , nice ppl , ppl who are really lovely and ppl who are very very bad (>.< real bad ) entered poly with so many new thoughts making some very nice friends around ... met ppl who really like drinking and alway get himself/herself drunk met ppl who are alway nice enough to give you the smile.... alway :) and met ppl who are onli nice to you when they need something from you or you got something nice to offer them... knowing all this ppl made me realised alot of things :/ reallly so many things about the world so many things ppl can do and so many many situation that you juz dont know wat to do .. learning from all this exprience i become much stronger *i think* but some left me bad memories ... sometimes in life really its hard to know many things and please everyone .... even helping ppl being nice to ppl sometimes is also hard really sometimes you wonder y you are juz not the bad guy man cause being a bad guy you juz enjoy all the way until the last part then you change to be nice juz like those movie.. really hard to know the world sometimes you juz wann be yourself and enjoy watever you can and watever you want you juz wann have some times yourself or many a times juz wann share your things with someone .... and that someone juz dont know go where .... sometimes i find myself very lonely and moody for no reason ... really so tired of life at times you juz dont know wat you wan and wat you ask for maybe juz someone who cares for you willing to share things with you and share your things someone who is alway there to cheer you up and love you as much as you love him/her ......... really its juz so hard to do somethings ........*tired*tired*tired* i think sometime i juz a rest ...really a mental rest ........ might consider going to a mental doctor ba kkz its quite late at nite gona slp le bye dudes :) love ya lovely guys *true friends*


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