Friday, January 21, 2005
hmm been so busy and tied up with sch work hmm so late in the morrning le juz wann come in and write somethings so long never been writiing blogs entries le,...... hmmm really tired with so many things in life when is the time you can really sit down and take a rest ren ren dou kan wo hen kai xin u you shu zhi dao wo zai xiang she mo...... sometimes its really tiring to do somethings sometimes you juz feel like giving up somethings ke shi you bu gan yuan..... y is human so contridicting.....really sometimes you juz dont think you have what you wan.... human juz wann more of wat they have they are alway not satisfied hmmm so many we want not onli me i think all or you are the same wan a lot alot the more the better..sometimes you can juz think about someone and wake up in the mid of the nite juz too think.......how i wish i am like the wind can go where ever it wants its alway hard to pick up something but very easy for you to give up on something .......... and some stuff juz changes when words are said things are done.... sometimes really hate myself for the decision in life i really wann be the person i am when i am in sec sch alway so carefree... so many things i need to do and think now how come life is so diffiicult for me some ppl juz have a nice and interesting life y cant i also have some or maybe more of it....... at this time 2:34am on a sat morrning thinking about all this things really a bit crazy but who know who see all this no one.... sometimes friends are onli there when they need you and that is a fact........ REALLY !!!~~~ Y must so many things happen,,,,,, The world is so unfair really yyyy can anyone answer my Qn ????guess no one~~~`Thinking about U all the time wat about you .....???? i rreally dotn know really i am juz giving all i have to you wish you wil do the same maybe sometimes i am juz thinking toooooo much maybe one of this days i am really going MIA ba dont want anyone to find me juz wann leave the world for a while too many things for me to think to many things for me to do so many juz so many, sometimes i juz wann be alone and spend my own time,,,,,,,, maybe its time i disppear from my circle of friends ba really very tired le wann take a rest .......... dont think anyone ...... anyone wil read this its okay for me juz a place for me to write out wat i am feeling and wat i feel ike doing ~~!~~~~ i think if i leave my friends the onli person i will miss is dear ba really wish you can see all this cause i reallly love you ......love is really something you need 2 hands to clap without that you will be very very unhappy ...... really its juz hard to get someone to love you really hard seeing so many ppl, my friends etc etc in love finally i know wat they are going through maybe not all but some ba .....if you wann love someone you need have to be prepared to give up somethings sometime abit of things will juz make you very sad , unhappy and etc .... no matter wat i think this is juz life ba actually i kind love my friends also la :) but then dear ah the love for you is much more different ba you know that ...:) will be with you ba alway beside you hearing from you your problems .....OKAY kkz hmm k ba going to slp soon le ..........tired to think anything much more ...... except yOu ~~~~JB,,,,,,,,,,,,^_^


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