Friday, November 26, 2004
yesterday nothing was up too tired to get anythings up so today came back to write something...... Today ah very tired ba i would say early in the morrning have to wake up have to go ah ma's hse le.. early in the morrnring 1st call from mama asking to me to go down to help so have to get myself prepared to go down ...Going there i did lot of things help to carry things around see hows everything doing ba hmm until afternoon when they start to give gugu a last look and send her into the van everyone was with tears hmm..... as for me i shear tears with my mum ...not actually because everyone is crying because gugu is also close to me as well as mum talking to mami i knew the sudden sadness in her nothing me as a son can do more but to stand beside her and share the feelings of what she is going through.... although she cried a lot that day i know she is the strongest woman i seen in this world.... really hope she will recover from this event and carry on life... time is the cure ba i think hmm.. After this event i think i m also weak at some point of time..... from my gugu i knew that life is very shaky nothing is for sure, things really happened too fast hopefully things dont come at the wrong time for me again ... when too many things come in to life you just dont feel like living... to friends out there who read my blog and show concern i really glad to know you ppl kz thankz for the concern love you guys and gals ;) muackz



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